p.71 these men did not understand themselves... The Outsider's
first business is self-knowledge.
p.73 the Outsider's business is to find a course of action in which he is
most himself, that is, in which he achieves the maximum self-expression.
p.76 [T. E. Lawrence] I had one craving all my life - for the power of self-expression in some imaginative
form
p.105-106 As far as the Outsider is concerned, it is more important to have a powerful intellect than a
highly developed capacity to 'feel'... the Outsider's chief desire is to cease to be an Outsider...
His problem is therefore how to go forward... There is a way forward and a way back. Either way resolves the Outsider's
problems.
p.153 Who am I? - This is the Outsider's final problem.
p.155 In Chapters II and III we spoke of Outsiders who awake to the fact that they were not what they
had always supposed themselves to be when they felt something that opened up new possibilities
p.188 Normally man's mind is composed only of a consciousness of his immediate needs, which
is to say that this consciousness at any moment can be defined as his awareness of his own power to satisfy those needs.
p.290 I kept a voluminous journal, which was several million words long by the time I was twenty-four.
p.292 I don't much like people anyway, so the endless succession of parties
and receptions, and the hordes of new acquaintances, left me with a strong feeling of "people poisoning."
[great. Become a writer, write books for people to read who you hate.]
p.293 The basic problem of "The Outsider" is his instinctive rejection of the everyday world, a feeling
that it is somehow boring and unsatisfying... All major poets and philosophers have had this feeling as their starting point...
that living itself is a trivial and repetitive task
p.297 Here it is again, the outsider problem... man wishes to become a creature of the mind, of
the imagination - but a few hours in this inner land, and they have to get back to the physical world, with
its stupid, repetitive problems. The world of the mind exhausts them.
p.298 The great writer or thinker isn't writing primarily for other people; he is exploring the
world of his own being... And yet he is not yet capable of remaining in that mental universe for more than an hour
or so. After that, he becomes tired, bored, depressed; he has to get back to the physical world and his ordinary little
concerns.
p.301 I can create in myself most of the effects of mescalin by purely mental disciplines. [this explains
your writing, Colin...]